Sounds like that myth called pride. I'm sure you remember when you were more then a payroll number. When you felt like the boss was your friend and not a means of getting or losing a bonus. So if you find yourself discusted, frustrated or even a little disappointed with the direction in which you see things are going. It's ok to vent it hear, many of us likely feel the same.

Now if you are your own boss! There's not much to say...